Think, think, think.

Well if my last post wasn't an indication of how busy this month is, my absence in posts surely is. Big decisions coming my way. It seems like every day, I'm presented with new options, more possibilities. And that's exactly what people want at my age, right? Explore the world! See new places! Meet new people! As my (maybe) last year of college progresses, I find myself wishing that I were back at the beginning.

Not because I don't want to grow up (well yeah, but who knows if that will ever happen). Not because I'm afraid of change (well actually now that you mention it...). Because I like being comfortable. I like schedules. When I first got all my classes arranged and figured out my schedule for this semester, I said how lucky I was to have Mondays and Fridays off. WHOOO Four day weekends every week! Ha. Yeah right. With all the outside of class work I have this semester... but that's another topic. The point is, I love having a steady schedule. Not just on a day to day basis, I mean within semester, years. It's one of the reasons I like holidays- they come every year on the same day and you do the same traditions and it's AWESOME. I don't love doing the same thing over and over again, but I do like diversity within monotony. And all these things are very quickly going away. 

Find a practicum! Find an internship! Get paperwork! Figure out your classes! Study abroad! Stay in school! Graduate! Put your big girl panties on and deal with it. I especially don't like the last two. 

Anyways, the one big (potential) change in my life is probably what I should have started out with, and really it deserves a post of it's own, because this news is awesome and scary and intimidating and fantasmic. (Hint!)